the raw euphoria is back

wow, do i feel good! physically, mentally, emotionally...

it was a tough week, but i made it out, not only alive, but truly feeling wonderful! i feel so at peace where i am right now...i feel like i am where i need to be at this moment. i had a lot of emotional upheaval a couple of days ago...i thought of things that i hadn't thought about for a long time. i cried and cried and cried....

i've worked through those emotions and memories and i've come out so much stronger. i have such a will to live...to just be here, in the present moment. i want to run free and get outside...be active, enjoy life and all the things that are here for me to partake in.

i thought i was feeling good before, but i have a feeling it's all just beginning...